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| I just finished my 4th computation chemistry program of my last semester
not too long ago, the dreams I had were so simple and honest. I suppose i was living it every day and i didnt even know it. I still have the same dreams, still the same person, but how they seem so distant for me now...
i wish i had still had time to whisper songs with my acoustic friend. i guess this is a warning of desperation
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| everything that is every worth remebering is rite here.
LListening to Fall Out Boy becuase it reminds me of the happiest days of my life.
IIjus showered. im always showerahahin'. i shower to much, i waste to much water. but it makes me happy.
IIn 3rd grade, my father came home with the movie lion king and jurassic park. i was soo happy. i don think i have been that happy in my life.
TThen there was the night in september i spent star gazzing over the phone on the basketball court behind my house and at exactly midnight she said "happy birthday". i didn think she'd remember, it was chilly that night.
OOr the time there was a paparazzi after the girl lying next to me under a tree in the spring grass. that afternoon felt like a dream
OOr the summer i spent fishing with my friends at 4 in the morning and learning to play the guitar.
OOr the night when i lost my wallet and everything sucked but for the girl next that i went on a cuise with later that night in the most perfect weather.
OOr the night i was on a camping trip and i slept with my best friend and fell asleep to me babbling on about the first girl i had a crush on. i was 14, i didnt know he feel asleep.
OOr the summer afternoons when my best friend's mother baby sit me several house down. he ate patatoe chips with a plastic bag around his hand so they wouldnt get greasy.
OOr the night i talked to the most beautiful girl ive ever seen until she left with her friend. later that night my friend and i threw up all over his room and the next morning i heard a weezer song and i couldnt stop thinking about her..
OOr the year my parents had never been so proud of me becuase i got strait A's all 4 marking periods.
AAnd the time my friend and i tagged under a bridge at 3 in the morning. i ducked and laid still as the cop that didnt notice me drove by.
AAnd the time i waited 10 hours for my nephew to be born in the lobby having watched my first episode of spounge bob.
AAnd the days that my cousin and i would play paper game. what the hell were we thinking.
Or the retreat in PA when my friends and i climbed this tree and we took a picture.
AAnd of course the time i locked my self out of my car and i was so o so far away from home only to be saved by "mother" after we shopped at potomac mills that one summer afternoon. i dont know wut id do with out her.
AAnd the time my best girlfriend came down from jersey to visit me and we had dinner with the coolest girl from high school. i miss them already.
AAnd at college orienatation were i had a whole table to myself becuase i didnt make any friends but for this kind girl that came and said to me, "you look a little lonely by yourself, cound i sit next to you?"
Oone night my friends and I went to this lamp lit lake at 3 in the morning to perform for our imaginary audiance, on our imaginary stage at our imaginary concert. We played weezer there.
AAnd the afternoon she stole my heart. All she said was "everything happens for a reason.
PPracticin and dancin in the lab into the wee hours of the night wit the fam/crew/bboys. one TASK ONE love
AAnd when i went to florida to take this picture in miami over my spring break. i think the picture speaks for itself
sorry, i got carried away. i wouldnt trade my shoes for anyone elses. i cant help but smile everytime i read this.
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| i havent written in here for a long time because i suppose thoughts and such are meant to be kept to your self. but wut if some of those thoughts are never heard by anyone and eventually forgotten? and for many alike, its not that tragic of a loss. but on the other hand, what if something that shouldnt be lost in the wind. what if someones story was never told, or life forgottened. what then? indeed, people have yet to realize that we live for each other, we live for only people alone. and i will not let a life blow out in the wind for the life of me, especially some one very dear. sometimes you just want to talk, and want someone to hear it. kinda like the tree falling in the woods deal
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his joy, spirit and happiness brings only comfort to my soul. such optimism may be view as naive, to the naive, but wut more do we have in the this life but faith. faith in god, in others, in ourselves. his eyes were whithered and his stare full of compassion. on this day, and on everyday that someone thinks of him, his spirits are lifted and his heart rejoices. someone is thiking of him, he is not forgottened. and how could we forget such a beautiful person. honest to himself and everyone around him, he speaks and acts only with passion. his smile warm. inviting. and radiating. in moments, the present is lost and a life time of memories flash that have been kept in a jar for years. his voices is full of hope and love. he quotes lines from me that i havent said in years. yes, he was a good friend. all this time, he thinks of his life and all the people that he holds very closely while those people speed busily through there days. he understands. and through all that hes been through, we is still able to stay focused now more then ever and keep a smile on his face. and for that reason, no one able read this should ever be sad. i met his older brother for the first time today. like his family, his composure is polite and kind. there are only so many people like him in this world. he was quite to strangers. shy i suppose. but full of thoughts and ideas that people will never understand. we talked about old times like we always do and the wait always feels so long nevertheless worth it. onetaskonelove
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Well I got everything I need.
Oh make my days a breeze 
30 summer O'seven jellyflies
the summer ended with the summer song. how ironic
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| I dont want a frozen banana, so no. but i do want a regular banana forlater, so yes  So i say don't worry about a thing ya know your path is trueJust ease your mind, have a banana or two2006 butterfly count: 62
last butterfly of the year 10/21/06 | | |
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